it isn't wrong...if we're supposed to feel this way?
what then?
Friday, October 3, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
ok,,,ok....
so, i'm a bad blogger. i've been writing elsewhere, promise, but so much has happened in the last 4 months that the original purpose of setting up shop here has become confused and obfuscated, yet not quite obviated.
i'll be back - promise. hopefully with a new president behind me.
peace:
b
i'll be back - promise. hopefully with a new president behind me.
peace:
b
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
how the fuck did it get to be may 21, anyway?
yeah, crazee work and life, i suppose..
i haven't posted here since the four big defining events life's held for us lately:
1) we're pregnant. we've known for a while, as it was medically induced, but to get the full, 12-week-confirmation (and resultant pictures) kicked much ass.
2) the divine ms. m. and i had a mini-cation to a.a. for an evening of heavy-duty/heavenly hanging out. well-planned and much-needed, things were right on so many levels it's still a bit tough to capture and understand. which is why i'm trying not to at this moment in time. the fact that a) the boss was so encouraging and cool about the whole thing, and b) it was so much goddamned fun has been a boost and insight all around.
3) the cali trip held several cool things in store - a 19 year reunion with an old friend and a 2 year reunion with another. good times - big plans....
4) well, to-be-defined: big motorcycle ride with lee and dad this weekend. first since the V/L NE ride of 2007. bike's getting tuned up right now. giddiness to begin in 5...4...3...2...
take care out there. if you don't pay attention, you can wind up working a job you hate, married to a cunt you can't stand, with a bunch of shitty kids, in a crappy house you can't afford instead of the opposite of all of the above ALONG WITH the opportunity to be an altruistic hedonist and enjoy the pleasures of the flesh in ways that should be declared a human right.
b
i haven't posted here since the four big defining events life's held for us lately:
1) we're pregnant. we've known for a while, as it was medically induced, but to get the full, 12-week-confirmation (and resultant pictures) kicked much ass.
2) the divine ms. m. and i had a mini-cation to a.a. for an evening of heavy-duty/heavenly hanging out. well-planned and much-needed, things were right on so many levels it's still a bit tough to capture and understand. which is why i'm trying not to at this moment in time. the fact that a) the boss was so encouraging and cool about the whole thing, and b) it was so much goddamned fun has been a boost and insight all around.
3) the cali trip held several cool things in store - a 19 year reunion with an old friend and a 2 year reunion with another. good times - big plans....
4) well, to-be-defined: big motorcycle ride with lee and dad this weekend. first since the V/L NE ride of 2007. bike's getting tuned up right now. giddiness to begin in 5...4...3...2...
take care out there. if you don't pay attention, you can wind up working a job you hate, married to a cunt you can't stand, with a bunch of shitty kids, in a crappy house you can't afford instead of the opposite of all of the above ALONG WITH the opportunity to be an altruistic hedonist and enjoy the pleasures of the flesh in ways that should be declared a human right.
b
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
oooooommmmmm....
an evening of meditation and a little puttering around the garage have given me a much-needed dose of perspective.
good timing.
peace:
b
good timing.
peace:
b
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
three unrelated topics
1 the last two days watching dr. pr0n star wife work her magic with the guys and folks was tits on a ritz. the possibilities and weighty heaviness of being in the right place at the right time, even though it wasn't my gig, was amazing. i'm so proud of her in so many ways, and so in love with her in so many ways, and so floored by watching all of her dedication and striving and focus coming together...in so many ways. fucking-a...
2 thank you, thank you, thank you, dr hoffmann... as a chemist and fellow traveller, there aren't enough thanks in the galaxy
3 while the currently tends towards the undesirable life is quite goddamned fine.
peace:
b
2 thank you, thank you, thank you, dr hoffmann... as a chemist and fellow traveller, there aren't enough thanks in the galaxy
3 while the
peace:
b
Sunday, April 27, 2008
ahem
as you can imagine, and as the title suggests, i have trouble focusing.
frustrating but OK - it's who i am.
peace:
buford
frustrating but OK - it's who i am.
peace:
buford
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